Thursday, November 27

Work

So I've learned that I only make an extra dollar an hour this evening for working on the Thanksgiving holiday.  This means that for four extra dollars, I am working during my vacation.

If I were an economist, I would probably start looking for all the other benefits that working Thanksgiving night would bring me, but at the moment I'm having trouble thinking of any.  I must be here for some reason at least.

It is making me wonder how much of the economics is based on decisions we can't change.  You see, if I had the choice now, I wouldn't be here at work.  In fact, if I had realized in time that Thanksgiving is always on a Thursday, I wouldn't be here.  But I forgot about that detail, so I am here for my regular Thursday night shift...which also happens to be on a Thursday.

The fact of the matter is, I would get so much more utility out of beating Xister at fooseball again than an extra $4.  Money just doesn't do much for me these days; turns out you can't buy girlfriends, after all.

Perudo

Well, I just spent the past two hours of my life or so playing a game of chance and lies.  It is similar to the game the pirates play with dice in the movie Dead Man's Chest with Johnny Depp and the huge sea creature that attacks at least three too many times for dramatic effect.

Basically, you have to pit your guess against the other player(s) guess that there are at least a certain amount of one number among everyone's dice.

We found that Xister likes to bid aggressively and usually is lying.  Not only that, but he won at least twice for every time that I did, it seemed.

Does success in such a game merit true cunning or simply a keen ability to lie?  If this is true, then I suppose it would be Xister's speciality.  Besides boggle (but that's a whole 'nother topic, mostly involving the invention of words).

Wednesday, November 26

Isn't it about...time?

It's the 26th of the month.  This means that exactly four years and six months ago I entered the MTC.

I'm starting to think that maybe I wasn't joking as much as I thought I was when I shared Jacob 7:26 in apartment scripture study the other day.

Friday, November 21

Forecast

While my blog may seem to be more and more successful these days, I'm noticing that most of my yearly numbers for this past fiscal period are somewhat inflated compared to last year, since I was only in business for one quarter last year.  I'm afraid that my blog could be in a recession, along with the rest of the American economy.  Maybe someone will try to sell me to the government now to keep the posts coming.

You see, I've officially hit 50 posts this year.  Well, 51, including this one.  Last year I only had 45.  But those 45 were in the period of four short months, and it has taken me nearly 11 months to amass enough to pass that up by a measly 5 extra posts.

Maybe this has something to do with my theory that my brain is a colander.  I got progressively worse scores on the ACT each successive time I took it, after all.

Tuesday, November 18

Notable Quote

"I used to live the dream, boys.  I used to live the dream!"
(Scott)

Notable Quote

"I don't want a Wal-Mart quality girlfriend.  I want a Costco quality girl."
(Mark)

Sunday, November 16

Edgar

This is the name of my piano I've been renting; I just decided that maybe he'll make more friends if he has a name.  I am in the process of planning a christening party for him.  It will probably consist mostly of me playing all the classic piano songs I've gotten to know with Edgar.

We'll probably just call him Eddie for short, though.  Even though there's actually no less letters in Eddie than Edgar.

Wednesday, November 12

One year

It has been a year since my brother entered the MTC today.  It is also a year since my last relationship.  I think it was worth a blog post at least.

Saturday, November 1

On Politics

I have meant for a while to post up some of my thoughts about the politics in our country these days, but I never seem to have time to think through my feelings clearly enough to put them into words.

I did, however, just post the following comment on a friend's blog a few minutes ago. I was responding to his frustration at the economic system and policies in place, especially regarding minimum wage and "trickle-down economics."


"I personally feel that there is an ideal, and a reality when it comes to public policies.

Of course I want to help the poor. Of course I want to have a government that can take care of them. But my view, my personal opinion on the matter, is that the government, any government, simply can't ever do what it takes to take care of the poor. If we want to take care of the poor, we need to do it ourselves.

The less I need to think about what the government is up to, the better. All I need from it is to know that I can go to sleep at night without waking up in the morning and finding that my life, liberty, or the pursuit of my own happiness is somehow in jeopardy."


At this stage, anything I say or write probably won't have much of an effect on opinions one way or another before people vote (if they haven't already). My family in general is very conservative, and I tend to agree with them on almost every point. Mainly, I stick to what I just wrote in my comment above. I don't like the idea of government replacing community. Some say that government is community; it simply isn't. Government is buildings, bureaucracy, forms, red tape, and wasted money in my mind. I am sure that there can be much good done by government programs, but so much more good can be done if we just encourage better citizenship. Unfortunately the world we live in leans continuously closer to the idea that not only are all men created equal, but that they are all entitled equally to material goods, services, and quality of life.

This is not a fair world. It wasn't designed to be. We can try all we want, all day, every day to make it fair, but it never will be. Part of our experience here is to learn how to deal with that. In doing so we learn humility. How many of us have wished that we want to be the President, and change the world? Or how many of us have wished that we could have practically unlimited wealth, so we had the freedom to give to charities, give to the poor, and save the world in our own way?

Simply put, socialism failed for a reason. While the Presidential candidates (note the plural) for this election season may not be socialist in the pure sense, they lean more that direction than towards sustaining a true republic, which is what our founding fathers originally put in place. Some say that it is democracy that rules our nation. Our country was never meant to be governed by mob rule, the popular vote. The electoral college is in place for that reason.

These are only a few of my thoughts for now. I am sure that as I learn more about issues and gain experience of my own, I'll be rethinking quite a bit. But one thing is for sure, I stand by my strong opinion that the government is not the solution to society's woes. We each individually are the solution, and if we have to build a government up that will force us to take responsibility for saving the world around us, then we truly do live in a very dark time.

No government can change the fact that each person in this world has to choose for themselves whether or not they are going to help their fellowman.

Linux!

I remember when my little brother installed ubuntu Linux on his laptop last year, and he showed me how when he closed a window, it would burn up. I thought it was kind of fun, but didn't really give it much attention. Little did I know...

I just installed (then re-installed...due to driver problems with my 19" external monitor) the new release of ubuntu 8.10, Intrepid Ibex. It is exciting to learn a new operating system, let me tell you. I am starting to read up on scripting languages and bash, so I can start learning the guts of how these things work. Hopefully I can figure out how to get the drivers for my nice monitor to work so I can start using Linux more as my primary system. It's refreshing to have another way to use a computer than always hitting Ctrl-Alt-Del to kill my frozen windows programs.

I never thought that I would be like my brother. It turns out that we always were, since birth.